Hujung minggu datang lagi...

Uh no.. Ujung miggu come again.. Bosannyer... Nk buat ape nih? Ya Allah aku sudah mula bosan dengan kehidupan rutinku.. Aku dah mula berkira-kira untuk menukar hala tuju ku. Ya Allah kuatkan hatiku di jalan ini..

Hujung minggu, adalah masa yang paling tak kugemari? Mengapa? Keran setiap hujung minggu akan mendatangkan bosan dalam hidupku. Huhu.... BOSAN...

Teringat plak masa zaman belajar dulu, aku x pernah ada hujung minggu. Sampaikan aku ingin benar berhujung mingu. Teringat study last minit yg selalu aku hadapi. Tapi aku bahagia dgnnya. Sangat bahagia. Walaupun sibuk tak hingat tapi aku dapat rasa yang aku dapat memanfaatkan masaku dgn sebaiknya

Kisah di alam kampus..

Ptg hari jumaat mcm ni, aku dah sampai ke camp site or sekolah2 utk program2 motivasi. Dari 1st year smpai ke 4th year inilah rutin hujung mingguku. Menarik bukan??Ada sesuatu yg nk dibelajar dan ada sesuatu nk diajar. Namun itu cuma dahulu. Kini aku kembali BOSAN...

BOSAN DAN BOSAN........

Lemon Tree

Artist: Fool's Garden

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

Segenggam Tabah

Album : Tiada Lagi Kasih
Munsyid : In-Team
http://liriknasyid.com


Bertali arus dugaan tiba
Menakung sebak airmata
Namun tak pernah pun setitis
Gugur berderai di pipi
Tidak ditempah hidup sengsara
Suratan nasib yang melanda
Menongkah badai bergelora
Diredah bersendirian
Bagaikan camar pulang senja
Patah sayapnya tetap terbang jua
Sekadar secicip rezeki
Buat yang sedang rindu menanti
Segenggam tabah dipertahankan
Buat bekalan di perjalanan
Kau bebat luka yang berdarah
Kau balut hati yang calar

Telah tertulis suratan nasibmu
Derita buatmu ada hikmahnya
Terlukis senyum di bibir lesu
Tak siapa tahu hatimu
Biarpun keruh air di hulu
Mungkinkah jernih di muara
Biarpun jenuh hidup dipalu
Pasti bertemu tenangnya

Aku sedih....

Sedihnyer hati... Mummy I miz u so much!!! (Kalau mummy ada mesti mrka x buat sy mcm ni, boleh sy ceritakan pd mummy 10 thn perkembangan sy pd mummy. Mesti mummy gembira sy tlh membesar dgn baik. Mummy, sy sedih kdg2 tgk kwn2 mrka ada mummuy tmpt utk mengadu. Sy, xde mummy. Sy rindu sgt pd mummy. Sy harap mummy damai di sana Ameen.Mummy thu x sy harap sgt mummy pergi 1 tmpt yg ada di dunia ni tp mummy rahsiakan. Tp x kan mummy, mummy dah pergi ke tempat yg lain kan. Sedih mummy, sy kadang rasa mcm teringat nk jumpa mummy balik. Tp yg Esa lebih menyayangi mummy. Al-fatihah utk mummy di sana.

Perasaan bercampur baur. Kalau diikutkan hati nk jer aku lari. Lari ke planet yg asing, atau sebuah tempat yg aku xkenal orang da orang x kenal aku boleh?.

Lately, aku selalu menangis. Pagi petang malam. Selalu menagis. Aku sedih hatiku pedih. Masaku tinggal sikit. Sikit jer lagi.. Masa?? Masa yg ditetapkan aku sendiri utk pergi. Pergi?? Pergi sejauh mungkin. Tp aku tidak berdaya. Aku hanya aku. Kadangkala bila aku fikir, sejauhmana pun aku larik sesedih mana pun aku rasa. Kita sbg manusia x akan dapat lari dari kenyataan, larik dari masalah. Fuuhh.. keluhan panjang yg dilepaskan utk ke berapa kali aku tak tahu.

Kini, yang aku tahu aku cuma mahu nangis dan menangis. Kenapa? Mengapa? Aku sedih..

Aku selalu berdoa kpd yg Esa agar diberi kekuatan utk meneruskan perjuangan hidup.

Ya Allah jadikan aku wanita yg tabah dan kuat... Ameen.

Aku berharap suatu hr nnt akulah wanita tabah itu...

HALO.....

Artist: Beyonce

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo